梦
昨晚梦见了M,梦见他还在旅行(而事实上,他也的确在旅行)。我梦见他住在一个到处是沙子的地方,却不是沙漠,也不是海滩,却非常美,像仙境一般。我抓起一把沙子让它们慢慢地从指间漏到我的皮肤上,沙子细细的,软软的,在阳光底下闪闪发光。
他住在一间当地的民舍里,周围的邻居看上去十分和善。我是与我的父母一起去那个地方旅行的。邻居告诉我,明天有一个女孩要来。也许并不是邻居告诉我的,只是我原本就知道有一个与他关系暧昧的女孩子要来。我问他,明天那个女孩子来,你要见她吗?他支支吾吾说不出话。我又问,你要吗?他没说要。但我知道,他坚持要见。于是,我决定,明天一大早,从那个地方离开。

i like this bit, maybe if we ever meet again
‘I grabbed a handful of sand so that they slowly leak from the fingers on my skin, sand thin, soft, sparkling under the sun;
so… should I say, good to know you are still alive, or, oh, damned translate.google?
no my Chinese is getting better now :p
im just a bit busy, been traveling around thailand so not been at home and been planning holidays for people coming to thailand and trying to work out where im going as im going to the philippines and borneo in just over 2 week and have no idea where to go :p i keep looking for you on gmail chat but you never seem to be online…